.:Blue Daisy:.

Friday, June 29, 2007

self-centred

when i was 12, i always felt life is but a path i could just breeze through with ease.

i see not the problems of life. i see not the sufferings of others. i see not the tears they shed.

i saw laughter. i saw smiles bright as the sun. i saw love so powerful it overflows and spread all around us.

years passed. i'm no more a little girl.

i see not the laughter. i see not the smiles bright as the sun. i see not the love so powerful, it overflows and spread around us.

i've lost that innocence. my world has been tainted with spots of ugliness. fog covers my path. i'm lost. i can no longer see that bright future my path leads to. the sky is dark. i smell rain. i'm here. with no where to go.

(i'm writing this while listening to my blog's song. i feel so shallow. there's more to life then this. we're so self-centred, we can't see pass ourselves. to the world of wonders surrounding us. smiling down at us. urging us to smile along. can u see it?)

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Thursday, June 28, 2007

i'm an idiot

i'm an idiot.

a COMPUTER idiot.

haha. did i trick you there for a minute? heh

was just doing my computer module project with my grp mate today.

i've never been more pissed(or should i say irritated?) with something in my life. -.-

took us hours! just to finish 1 workshop and 3/4 of another workshop.

argh. why do we need to know how to set up an online store anyway?

its not like we'll actually be selling anything there. it's fake. just for show.

haha.. okok. i shall not complain so much. bad karma. haha

today's a HAPPY HAPPY DAY!!!

WE REACHED AND SURPASSED OUR TARGET FOR MILK RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!

YESSSS!!!!!

LALALALA~

=DDD

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Friday, June 22, 2007

new blog skin

how CUTEEE can a blog skin be anyway?

seems like it can be REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY REALLY, REALLYYY CUTEE!!!(like mine. muahahaha!)

i'm not too sure what time i started playing around with the blog skin. but i only finished editing it to suit my needs, just now. O.O

i'm supposed to be tired. but i'm not. gosh. i can hear Mayy Mayy scolding me le. hahaha.. telling me to go slp, now. heh. sorry, maymay. i'm going to slp rite after i finish this post. (promise. heh.)

what i love about this blog skin is, the pictures are bright, cute and adorable! plus, i managed to adjust the words so that it's big enough to see. (yes, yes, i know it's like super big. but i need it bigg! haha)

oh ya, and the side bar! when i thought i was done, i saw that i didn't have the past posts and all that, so (being such a clever girl) i copied the codes for the columns. then i added in past posts, recent posts and the visits. AND! i went and search for the codes to allow me to view my past post and all that!! (aren't i clever?!?! muahahahaha)

i'm SOO SUPER PROUD of myself! heh.

other than about my pretty and cute blog skin, i also want to say... WE GOT OUR NDP COSTUMES!!!!!

sooo niceee~

ours' are white and gold! the gold is like soooo pretty lah. hahaha

can't help it! i'm soo happy now!

heh.

kk.

i shall go slp now. i can hear MayyMayy scolding lor~ heh. niteee everybody. =D

...::...posted at...::... 3:41 AM

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

updates~

this week is soo packed!

today is tue: had discussion planning, did ONE of the survey with hong bin(so nice of him), and slack at home. heh

tml is wed: watch movie with winnie, do another survey with alvin(so not nice of him), ndp training, do more surveys with np ppl(if possible).

tml de tml is thur: milk run 4th training in NP, planning for our booth, play some games(?), go home rest, meet jaymie for another survey(she's so damn nice!! =D), milk run mass dance training, do more surveys with the ppl there!(PLSSSS).

tml de tml de tml is fri: hmm.. what do i have on fri ar? oh ya, compiling data for my surveys and do faster ask for help if i don't get enough surveys done! (HELP!!!)

tml de tml de tml de tml is sat: Milk run full dress rehearsal at Zouk carpark(SO early! O.O), go home REST(if milk run ends reall early), ndp combined rehearsal (have to go ALLL the way to SK!! so far!!!), go home RESTTT!!

tml de tml de tml de tml de tml is SUN!: prepare for discussion meeting(OMG!! HELP!!!), go discussion meeting(hope everything goes well!!), go home rush project/go willie's house for chingay trainers, choreo, item ic pot luck gathering~, go home cry and moan the last day of my holidays!! (T.T)

see how packed my week is?!

haizzz....

LOL!

=D

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Monday, June 18, 2007

no idea

i'm out of any creative juice i need to come up with an interesting post.

thus the title, "No Idea".

i have no idea what i'm typing. hah.

here's some updates on my life.

i'm left with only ONE week of holiday. all filled with projects, NDP training, meetings, more projects, more NDP trainings and more meetings.

i do feel kind of no life sometimes. but then again, this is my life. =)

i wish for happiness to fill my heart and my life till it over flows and spread to everyone around me.

be happy! =D

...::...posted at...::... 11:58 PM

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Friday, June 15, 2007

reviews

was just reading this book review on No Humans Involved by Kelley Armstrong. (great author, great book.) and i saw this review that ends with the person saying that he/she doesn't want to give too much away. (of the book's content.)

-.- i just don't see the need to hold back on what will be happening in the book or in movies or tv shows and all that. really, i don't. why? cause i need to know what will happen for me to decide on whether i would want to spend time on reading/watching it.

i require knowledge on the content for me want to read/watch it. hahaha.. soo.. i can't stand those ppl that insist on not telling anything about the content. argh!

i see no fun in withholding information. -.-

plss don't. hahaha. u'll drive me crazy with all the questions running ard in my head!

and who knows, i might just take it out on you. heh. beware.

muahahahahah!

...::...posted at...::... 12:32 AM

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Milk Run

NPSD has still some way to go before we reach our target of 150 participants for the milk run.

i'm so sad!

T.T

from last sunday till today, we didn't increase our numbers much at all.

i really really really want npsd to be able to reach our target. asap!

its time we start doing some serious work! jio all your frenz plssss.

if anyone out there who has yet to join Milk Run, PLS join!

send me your details, full name, ic and shirt size.

the run is organised by Mainly I Love Kids (Milk) and Beyond Social Services (BSS).
its a charity run to raise funds for disadvantage children. to fund their education, care and guidance, medical needs and any special needs they require.

sooo... JOIN MILK RUN!!!

it's held at Zouk's car park, july 1, 1pm! =D

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wednesday morning

wow. it's already wednesday. -.- so much for my holidays lasting forever.

will be going back to sch for my project briefing. all the best to me!

shall be doing our field work either on thursday itself or really soon.

why am i writing this at 3.20am in the morning? hahaa..

cause i'm not asleep yet. shld be sleeping soon. (i think)

but i did woke up ard hmmmm 1++/2+ pm. and have been slacking at home. sooo... yup. not tired~

heh.

wat else can i blog abt? oh ya, there's this ywd mass dance item for SSA's 4oth anniversary concert on 7/7/7. who wants to join??

it's really really easy. i swear. why? cause my darling yvonne and of course nypsd's beron are the ones that choreographed it!

sooo.. trust me. =D

the first training is this sat, 16/6, tbsc, 6-9pm. sign up on that day too~

jio ur girl friends down! =)

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

my fav. videos (some of them anyway)

hmm.. i can't seem to make the posting of video on my blog thingy work. -.-

nvm. i shall make do with posting the links down.

if you're bored at home, go take a look. it's nice. i promise. =D

dance:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyjkwOj5iw4 <-- sex-ay~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XEuK829_bE <-- if you ignore the screams, u'll love this. (more)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGqIP6pCEEU&mode=related&search= <- the girls.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKPI4MpVLgY <-- whole team?

song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUE-4FbM_XI <-- might get a headache afterwards. heh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEYSlut0Iuc

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Monday, June 11, 2007

Quiz yourself.

try it here: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i must say that this is kind of fun. its always difficult to get to know yourself. these things helps. in a way lah. but don't take it too seriously. anyway, i saw this from hong bin and yvonne's blog. so thought why not try it myself. haha.. interesting results.

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something fun

here's some links to videos my fren gave me. some are rather interesting stuff. while the rest are just plain funny! =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtJRNyPK-lc&mode=related&search=

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICoDFooBXpU <- OMG! they freaking killed mario!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sHzdsFiBbFc <--- don't do drugs!

this game will drive you nuts!! (i know, i know. i've said this a million times. but its the truth!)

http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html

ps: hope this post will put a smile on your face. =)

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

hmmm

keeping a blog emo free is really hardd!

i want to type my feelings down. gosh. no no no.

hahaha... cannot leh.

so might as well blog something on me wanting to blog my feelings down.

lol.

a little blogging to cure my urges. (this sounds wrong? hah. )

...::...posted at...::... 11:18 PM

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a new beginning?

hahah

after deleting my old blog, i had no intention of setting up a new blog. but it so happens that i figured, why not? a new blog for a new beginning.

sooo... this place shall be free of unwanted emotions. where there will only be about the happy moments of my life.

and of course, i do like to complain. heh. (this is friendly complains! not meant to hurt anyone. take it as a joke if you will.)

hmm...

to start things rolling, let me blog on the most talked about topic! ---> NDP!!!

muahahaha...

i LOVE the trainings! though its sad that as a senior i've been bullied by my freshie! (you know who you are. lol.) and!! SPSD (sheng long and company) waa.. li hai hor. also bully me. humph.

it does seems like i'm a pushover. -.- tsk. tsk. xue yun ar, xue yun. cannot always kanna bullied leh. hahahaha... (times where i bully others are not counted. =P)

lol. other than kanna bully and i bully others, there's this super important i must say!

i saw GK!!! OMFG!!!! its like a zillion years since i last saw him!! (which is before he went into ns) 1 whole yr! wow. where did the time go?

but it's good to be able to see him again. =) for your info: saw him during the last NDP IMDR at marina.

well, i believe that's long enough for my first post. haha.. i shall get myself a tag box soon. TAG, PPL!! =D

...::...posted at...::... 7:51 PM

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